My my, it has been a while. For reasons unknown I shall be writing this particular entry in the third person... so let's see what SGO has been up to for the last month, shall we? She was very very depressed for a while, June was a month of pain. How can she fight the battle when the enemy is unknown? She took a drive to the beach one day and in a moment of desperation, of feeling so completely and utterly alone, that not a soul understands her, she asked a wandering man if he needed a ride. Of course, this was way out of the ordinary for SGO, but like I said, it was only that moment. He said no. She continued to drive until she parked her car, read "The Secret Lives of Bees" and smoked away. She watched as the same wanderer walked past her car, wondering what his story was, if he was loved. She drove home.

The days passed, each becoming more unbearable. One day she had to go to the hospital to get her medicine, she asked her brother to go and he told her he was busy. They had a big fight. She finally said all that had been unspoken, all that he had done to hurt her. She was cursing, she was crying. Her mom asked if she wanted her to go to the hospital with her, she yelled at her mom which of course made her feel terrible. She left the house and drove. She considered ending it, her friends hadn't proven themselves and now neither had her family. She went to the hospital instead... spending four hours of her life there resulting in some of the best news she had heard in a long time. Her friend David texted her in such a way that he could never fully know what it meant to her. She knew then that he would always be there for her as he had throughout their friendship. She met David and Jaena for an evening of fabulous food and even better conversation. These were her people.

The following day she felt invigorated, alive. She held the master plan. She paved the roads for her own future.